I'm sitting here, this afternoon, just looking out at the river, and thinking how wonderful,my Heavenly Father is..........
He never ceases to amaze me, like when I went to Mullins to give my testimony, and how,He showed up, and took charge! I mean,He knew how concerned I was about keeping on track, and not deviating from what I had practiced and rehearsed. This was very important to me,to keep my part within the fifteen minute time slot.Everytime I practiced it,I managed to keep it under,or around the fifteen minute time frame, so I felt pretty good.It was just those two microphones that threw me off.............Oh,I do NOT like microphones,and I started off in a very shaky manner, but managed to get most of the basics of what makes me,who I am.The thing that blows my mind,though,is how my Heavenly Father was even faithful on that day, and just showed up to the microphone,and filled out my blank piece of paper!
I do feel very strongly,that when a person can finally come to the point in their life where they can be so in tune with God, that anything He throws Your way,or any thing that happens to you..........if you can think that if it's okay with God, then it's okay with you.Oh, that is a wonderful place to be ................I think that was what He wanted me to say, so He interupted my train of thought, and made me say it.........BUT,He knew I could never find my train of thought again, so He found it for me. Absolutely awesome folks! I am still so in awe of how He actually used this blank piece of paper........... .I am humbled!
Now, what amazes me, is that none of the "stuff" He had me speaking about,was written down on my testimony outline, and that's what I was sticking too.As I said at the beginning of my testimony,I wanted to be a blank piece of paper for my Lord, and He would just have to fill me out! Well, for the first time in my life,I have actually seen how He fills out a blank piece of paper, and the ladies that new what I was suppose to say,did too!
Becky