TEARS

I have noticed something about surgeries and the after math of them. They tend to make people a little more vulnerable in their feelings and emotions. I’m not sure why, but maybe it’s the stored up dosage of meds that are given.....
I don’t know. I just know that when I was at therapy today, I was doing my exercises just fine, and smiling and laughing, when all of a sudden, I felt tears come falling from my eyes. There was no reason why, because I wasn’t sad or hurting, so I had to attribute it to the aftermath of my surgery. I was grateful to Jim for understanding and allowing me those tears to come anyway. He said that this was a safe place for them to come for whatever reason they were coming.
I know God stores our tears up in a bottle, but I surely wish He would tell me ahead of time, when He is gonna take the lid off, so I can be ready!
Becky