MOM'S

When I moved to Beaufort, in 2003, God gave me the opportunity to invite
other Mom's who had also lost children,to my beach house at Edisto.
This has been the most wonderful blessing for me, and we have grown as
a group of ladies in our friendships. With this growt,comes the feeling,
sometimes,of placing the opportunity of that weekend before the One who
gave it to me!
My God is a jealous God,who will have no other idols before Him.....even
things that are honoring to Him. Just like He took the dream of Veggie Tales
from its creator, for a season, and then restored it! For this same reason,
I think God may be rearranging my Mom's weekends. I think He may be asking
me, "What is more important,Becky,the Mom's,or me?"Ofcourse,God is
more important to me,but does He know it by my actions?
I am laying my Isaac down before Him,just as I did my David jr in 1995.
I can lay my journey's down.I can lay my Mom's down.
I mean,He laid His life down for me,so I think the least I could do for Him,
would be to lay my own personal feelings down in honor of Him.
I will put aside this special time with my Mom's,because it is time
comsuming to me, and even though I love it,I am afraid my God thinks I
love them more than Him,and that breaks my heart.
He will have no other Gods before Him,and neither will I!
Becky