NOT ABOUT JESUS!

I have the most creative, and most compassionate God!
Who, but my God, would allow me to go through a Cerebral Brain Hemorrage, knowing that I would lose most of my short term memory, and yet, knowing for me,this would be the absolute best thing possible that He could do for me!
You see,in this way,I am unable to rermember all the horrible details of my son David's death .I just know that he is gone!
If I say something,unintentional to someone, and it upsets them,I've pretty much forgotten it, before the words have even come out of my mouth!
He also knows how very much I have loved collecting "things" over the years and how I hated to part with them, but don't ask me what they were,because, for the life of me,I couldn't tell you!
Isn't He clever and wonderful to do things like that for me?
Even with a hemorrage!
It's not necessarily looking on the bright side. It's looking on the "right" side.......The right side of God, and I think that's where you'll find Jesus!
I have said, since my hemorrage, that you can tell me your deepest,darkest secret, and it is safe with me......
As long as it's NOT about Jesus!
I'll tell everybody about Him!
Becky